Confused. Perplexed. Bamboozled.
Yeah. That’s me now. I dunnnow what to do, which path I shall follow, and to whom will I go to. Arrrgghh. Geez. I’ve been here a lot of times already, but this is the worst one yet. I’m lost. Mislaid. Gone astray. And nowhere to be found.
I just feel that maybe, even maybe, I’ll make wrong decisions and suffer from those mistakes just because I made one incorrect move. I hate suffering. I’ve been in that situation a few times already, and mind you, it’s brutal. Vicious. And harsh.
Where will I be after college? What will I be doing? What will be my occupation? Will I be a professional? Or will I be an amateur? Or maybe, just maybe, I’ll be one of those folks lurking around, waiting for a so called phenomena to occur? Oh oh oh. I dunnow.
I can’t help it. I can’t stop myself from thinking of all those distrustful thoughts. I try to be bright, but I just can’t help it. We really don’t know what will happen to us in the future.