Naïve + oblivious = me?
Not totally. But sometimes, I just can’t help think about me, being so damn clueless! I mean, yeah, I’m dumb; I trust the people that aren’t supposed to be trusted, I befriend the people that aren’t supposed to be befriended, I hang out with the people that am not supposed to be with, and last but not the least, I LOVE the people who don’t even give a damn about me! Dumb huh? Do you get my point? Pathetic.
I’ve been thinking about this for some time now… And I ask myself, are TRUE FRIENDS supposed to judge you behind your back? Insult you behind your back? Uh-uh. I don’t think so! But, whatever the instances may be, they’re still my friends, and nothing will ever change that(I think). But, somehow, there’s a part of me that’s warning me not to expect good admiration from them no more. *sad* I should have known this would happen. But, I’m a martyr for ???’s cause (I’ll call that person “???” for now). I do that all the time, so I’m pretty used to it now. Immune perhaps.
Is there something ???’s hiding? I wonder what it is. We all wonder what it is. Hope ??? will uncover her true being. No matter what it’ll turn out to be, I guess, I’ll be able to accept it.
To ??? :
I’m not perfect, nobody is, thus I apologize for being imperfect. Know what? I’m ashamed of you. Know what? You’re one of my friends that I loved the most. Know what? I’m hurt. Please, don’t act like you’re perfect, don’t act like you’re not hurting anyone, cause the truth is, many are hurt by YOU. And that includes ME.

P.S Bato bato sa langit, tamaan ‘wag magalit. I’m just sharing my thoughts.