-> Have you ever felt like you have nothing else to do but understand? Yeah, understand till death. I dunnow why I’m like this; you do bad things to me, but a little sorry will soften my heart, and I’ll forgive you as soon as possible. Uh-uh. A slight sign of sweetness, and I won’t be mad no more. Hopeless. Then other people abuse this so called attitude of mine. They’ll hurt me again and again and again, but I’ll forgive as soon as they apologize, and when I forgive them, they’ll hurt me again. It’s a cycle. A never ending cycle. Of my life. So typical. How come? Don’t ask me, coz I dunnow either. That’s just me, I guess. And how my life goes.

-> Another thing is, I’m a martyr. Making sacrifices? My kind of hobby. Dunnow how. Dunnow why. If you ask me, I’ll just roll my eyes on you, so don’t ask. Slap me? Go for it. I don’t mind. I’ve been wanting to be slapped all my life. So, go on. Go! *tuuuugsh* (thanks.)

-> I haven’t seen him for a long time, haven’t heard anything about him too. No communication; no texts, no email, no chat, no nothing. I wonder how he is now. What does he look like now? What is he now? You know, I mean, is he still the guy I met before or have he changed? Do you get my point? Hmm. Memories? The only thing that’s left for us. Karma will eventually get him. Bwahahaha!

->(Looking at the night sky.) Oh, it’s a full moon again. So bright. *sigh* I feel tranquility when I gaze at it. You know, one of my dream dates would be just staring at the night sky, waiting for a falling star to wish upon, and just talk, talk and talk. Romantic huh? Like that’ll happen. Duh. In my dreams, maybe! *sigh* again (wait, I’ll be daydreaming for awhile.)

*daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaydreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam*