Freaktion.

My “barkada” in my sophomore years and up until now.

Jon, Jean, Jonz, Gem, Vic, Weldz, Maine, Chard, Kim, Dangs, and me.

(According to my sources, that’s the original members of this alleged group.)

I dunnow how we started though, but it was just like, “Ui! Barkada na tayo!”. Yeah, it was just like that. We started going home together, taking breaks simultaneously, having movie marathon at each other’s houses, and doing all sorts of things like trippings mutually. We had tons of fun!

We had assorted aspects in life, diverse attitudes and dissimilar likes and dislikes. But on the contrary, who cares about that?! Different poles attract anyway. LOL :))

As our “barkadahan” continued, several people also became part of our group; Rach, Benj, Donz and Ton2.

P.S waaaa! We really miss Manong Wala-wala! Manong! Balik ka dito ha?! We can never find another “manong” like you. Woooo.

Stela, Kim, Jean, Riezl, Pia, Benj, Dianne, and me (Lyz) --- we are (were?) the so called Bez Club during our freshmen years. Yeah, ONLY during our freshmen years. After that, we parted ways, Stela and Benj were moved into the 1st section, Pia, Riezl and Dianne got into the 3rd section, while Jean, Kim and I were still in the 2nd section. Then we turned into juniors, Pia transferred to a new school, Stela and Jean were in the 1st section, Kim, Benj and I were left in the 2nd section, however Riezl and Dianne were still in the 3rd section. And now, we’re turning into seniors, I don’t know if we’ll be together again, anyhow each one of us already has new “barkadas”, and are all so busy with their studies and personal life.
We still see each other every day at school, (well, except for Pia) we still speak to each other, but it’s not like before, it’s nothing like before. Yeah, we still speak to one another, but we only exchange “hi’s” and “hello’s”, and sometimes, if there’s time, we ask about studies and other school stuff, blah blah blah, that’s it! We’re now like mere strangers. (overstated. Haha! LOL )
Seriously, OA or whatever, but I miss the old times, when I arrive at school and see them, then we chat our tongues out, swapping stories about our crushes, etc etc. And how we go to the canteen together, how we go home as one, how we race to Manong’s tricycle, and how we had joyrides to Usmarc.
Waaa. I hope, before we graduate, and actually go to our own separate ways, I expect us to have at least one gathering. I hope you guys agree with me. I miss you all.

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P.S Today’s supposed to be our 29monthsary bez. Happy Monthsary! :))

As we go on, we remember, all the times we spent together, and as our lives change, come what ever, we will still be, FRIENDS FOREVER. :))

Another school year is about to end. Time exceedingly flies when you’re having fun huh?

We’ll be waving our goodbyes to the graduates, and we’ll be wishing them the best of luck for their upcoming college lives.

Curiepop : Thanks for all the memories, being a 3^rd year student turned out to be less difficult because of you.

There were countless reminiscences during our junior year, our 1^st JS Prom, our Romeo and Juliet movie, our Mi Ultimo Adios music video, and our chamber theatre experience, all was so unforgettable. We also went through tough subjects, we struggled to keep our grades above 80, and we strived to get higher marks. Woo. Talk about stress, pressure and burden! But, nonetheless, we finally made it through, we’re now upcoming seniors. Yey! *cheers* *cheers* *clap* *clap* *clap* Yey! *fireworks* wooooow!

And as we turn into seniors, and as our graduation draws nearer and nearer (waw! Excited? Haha!), a college student whom was also a graduate of ULS advised me to just enjoy every moment of high school life, it’s where all the cherished memories are made. Agree?

read, read, and read. i just love reading! as iiin! i guess this "reading" turned into one of my hobbies when i was still in Australia, at the age of 11, i think. i got addicted to it, and tadaaah! i'm now a certified bookworm!

BOOKWORM! emphasized with capital letters and an exclamation point. haha!

this is a list of books i want to read/own/buy: (LOL. :) )
1. one hundred years of solitude - gabriel barcia marquez
2. love in the time of cholera - gabriel garcia marquez
3. angels and demons - dan brown
4. boy meets girl - joshua harris
5. the da vinci code - dan brown
6. scarlett letter - nathaniel hawthorne

that's all for now. hihi!

Confused. Perplexed. Bamboozled.

Yeah. That’s me now. I dunnnow what to do, which path I shall follow, and to whom will I go to. Arrrgghh. Geez. I’ve been here a lot of times already, but this is the worst one yet. I’m lost. Mislaid. Gone astray. And nowhere to be found.

I just feel that maybe, even maybe, I’ll make wrong decisions and suffer from those mistakes just because I made one incorrect move. I hate suffering. I’ve been in that situation a few times already, and mind you, it’s brutal. Vicious. And harsh.

Where will I be after college? What will I be doing? What will be my occupation? Will I be a professional? Or will I be an amateur? Or maybe, just maybe, I’ll be one of those folks lurking around, waiting for a so called phenomena to occur? Oh oh oh. I dunnow.

I can’t help it. I can’t stop myself from thinking of all those distrustful thoughts. I try to be bright, but I just can’t help it. We really don’t know what will happen to us in the future.

"mangarap ka at abutin mo 'to. wag mong sisihin ang sira mong pamilya, palpak mong syota, pilay mong tuta, o mga lunilipad na ipis. kung may pagkukulang sa'yo ang mga magulang mo, pwde ang manisi at maging rebelde. tumigil ka sa pag-aaral, mag-asawa ka, mag-drugs , magpakulay ng buhok sa kili-kili. sa bandang huli, ikaw din ang biktima. rebeldeng walang napatunayan at bait sa sarili." - Bob Ong.

"Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lang yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!" - Bob Ong

“Nalaman kong habang lumalaki ka, maraming beses kang madadapa. Bumangon ka man ulit o hindi, magpapatuloy ang buhay, iikot ang mundo, at mauubos ang oras.” - Bob Ong

“kahit ikaw ay parang bato na manhid at walang pakiramdam, mag-ingat-ingat ka naman. dahil kahit ganyan ka, hindi nasasaktan, kaya mo namang makasakit.” - Bob Ong

"hindi lahat ng di kaya mong intindihin ay kasinungalingan at ang mga bagay na kaya mong intindihin ay katotohanan" - Bob Ong

Spot on! He has a point, oh he really does! I salute you Bob Ong!

geez. i went to school this morning, it was already 7:05am, but i wasn’t late. haha! i arrived there, only to find out that there were only five of them there. filipino time. is hould have known. oh well, pinoys will always be pinoys. lol

alpha and omega! (God!) this day? i dunno. con’t righly know how to describe it. nevertheless, it’s not yet finished. it’s only 4:08pm in the afternoon. lol. there are still a couple of hours left until this day ends.

watta day! know why? lol. nevermind. i can’t describe it. i dunno how to describe it. geez! am i saying sentences again and again? i must be craaaazy! haha. you think so too? thanks. lol.

calling all Gods and Goddesses! please please make all the days for the rest of life, a happy one! i just love it when i’m happy! no changing moods and etc. and when i’m happy, i become craazy! haha. ask my friends. i shout, i scream, and i laugh to death! haha. ti anu gid?! so what?! this is me. well, the other side of me iguess. it’s because only my friends know this “pther side”, i mean, this “noisy, happy, joyful” ME! haha. the other side is the “quiet, shy, super shy” ME! which would you prefer? haha. lol. yours is the repky! :]

geez. what am i writing?! oh well, this is a BLOG! wherein i can share my feelings, my thoughts, my ideas. i can be happy, sad, and etc. haha!

i’m loving this feeling! it’s not like tomorrow’s our exam. haha! gotta study soon! waa. :]

this are just crazy thoughts, i got nothing to do around here you know. haha! so i chose to write this crazy, ebthusiastic post! haha. lol

oh well, well, well, gotta go. thanks for reading this. and i hope you understand it. haha!

loviing my life. i’m just being happy :]